Valentine’s Day is here and I’m super ecstatic to see the faces of the happy couples walking pass the streets, in Facebook, in the mall. They’re partners’ are so creative and some simple in expressing their love to their better half publicly. Although I’m not a fan of hearing relationship problems, boy troubles and etc... but I’m a big sap for appropriate public display of affection on a proper day , if you know what I mean. It’s endearing! Especially when the two love birds are married.

Speaking of V-Day, I never did have one and this year won’t be any different. I guess I’m not that attractive to people I find attractive? Meh. I’m not in a rush to find a boyfriend. Why should I? I’m only 20 and I prioritize my education and career first, it only makes sense. My dad however, thinks the opposite. He keeps asking me to meet his friends’ sons or friends’ brother’s cousin’s son just to ‘befriend’ with them. He even forces me to go to his political functions to mingle with some of the young bachelors. Ain’t nobody got time for that! Poor dad, he probably doesn’t want my love life to end up like my late sister’s; 42, unmarried, always working and now, gone. The fact that my sisters found their then-future-husbands during college at the age of 18/19 (they are now, 30 and 31 years old, married and have kids) makes my dad more anxious that I may be heading towards a lonesome path. Oh dad.

Do you guys remember my ‘infatuated post’ a little while back over a guy in my family? Well, he has a girlfriend now. Haven’t seen her yet but I will soon, most probably. Gaaah~ hits me right in the feelings department! I so had high hopes for him. Totally saw that one coming though. Should’ve told him my feelings earlier when he still had a crush on me but I allowed him to slip away just like the others because I was … SHY. I never did like making the first move. Oh and last year, this guy I had a fling with in Pre-U had a girlfriend (who’s also in our school) around the time before our graduation dinner and that completely shattered me to pieces but they broke up now and I have zero interest. You know the ‘Was I drunk when I saw him to like him?’ line?  Yeah, that’s pretty much how I felt.

God, I can’t wait to start my degree in university where everything is new and I can have a fresh start in terms of studies and social!

Until next time,

Happy Valentine’s Day!

Or… for the single people out there,

Happy Single Awareness Day!

Or... for those who don't give a shit,

Have a nice day!